Friday, December 26, 2008

here's my last entry
for the year before i jet
off to the ice-ageness of
Shanghai/Hangzhou.

the truth is the truth only
because you believe it.
if you don't,
it'll simply remain as a
Possibility or a Suggestion.
how could the sequence of the
cause and effect change??
i.e. Because it is the Truth,
therefore, I believe.

maybe it isn't meant to be
dissected and scrutinised,
you just have to take the
"leap of faith".

2008 = Damage Control.
i think it has been a
kinder year,
not to say it has been
great, but just,
it could have been worse.

i guess people continue
to baffle me,
but i think we have all
come to a compromise.
after all, it will always be about
the ones that count anyway.
once again i need to
reiterate my
endless disbelief
in the existence of
my bunch of realbffnezzzz despite
my being a hopeless case of weirdness.

2009: DON'T SCREW UP ON ME!!!

be happy, yall!

7:24 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

BLESSED XMAS TO ALL!

roses are red
violets are blue
most friends are fake
heng heng i found you

10:18 PM

Monday, December 22, 2008

nobody got to choose family so
don't tear yourself up over it.
maybe some of us lucked out,
but family doesn't really work out
for everybody.
it is the extention of
adults screwing up their lives
and recklessly introducing more
lives via procreation into the
wreckage.
so they screwed up,
but now, your life is yours.
it's yours: you can be ok.

8:36 PM

Muzzzikfriends in Cyberconnection -
Beloit-Singapore Chijivril Without Borders.

12:01 PM

CLICK: LAOS @ TRAVELBUGGED!!!
CLICK: LAOS @ TRAVELBUGGED!!!
CLICK: LAOS @ TRAVELBUGGED!!!
CLICK: LAOS @ TRAVELBUGGED!!!
CLICK: LAOS @ TRAVELBUGGED!!!
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CLICK: LAOS @ TRAVELBUGGED!!!

1:41 AM

HAHAHAHAHA
TOTALLY AND SHAMELESSLY
STOLEN FROM
CLICK: EVIETOH_NTUBFFZZZ.
THXX FOR PHOTOSHOPPING PROWESS
<3 FOREVERXXX

1:23 AM

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Out of the concrete mess
and back where it all started.

12:27 AM

Friday, December 19, 2008

Till then, Thank You.

12:16 AM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

its amusing
the scale of adultness
i get myself into.
i mean REALLY
i can't help but be
in total awe of myself (HAHAHA THANKXX)
everytime i end a tourleading assignment.
integrating into circles of real adults from
the real world, much unlike
make-belief-adults from schools (i.e. teachers),
talking adult, thinking adult,
acting adult and DAMMITZ BEING ADULT.
still, the more of adults
i see, the less a deal i make
out of them.
many adults are clueless and living
in perpetual shock like us too.
yeah, adult issues are shizzy,
and big,
petty, big, really big.

so, mingling with adults on/from a
foreign land gets a lil exotic
now and then...
shiz i really do love being
On the Road
and experiencing sans-NationalGeographic
the omgz-sights of nature and
the samesameBUTdifferent-ness of people
everywhere.
i know i sound like freakinn
COVERLETTER/TESTIMONIAL/AB213
but yes what's a life if you
haven't seen The World???

ok i will write somethg abt
this Indochina trip on travelbugged
someday soon stay tuned bye.

8:10 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008

happy is just hard to do,
virtually impossible
to sustain,
and the horror of it all
is how far we go to pursue it.
it just never falls into place.
i guess
happy is just not the
prerogative of
Ugly People with Issues,
we just stumble along awkwardly
while the rest of the world
gracefully floats by.
alright goodbye im
t-leading to the ancient prettyness
of indochina for the next many days,
see y'all.

4:30 PM

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

so when it comes to
the people around,
it is only human to judge,
but it is not always your place to
decide what's good or not for
someone else.
at some point,
we will have to have the discipline
to step away and acknowledge
that this Someone Else is one life away,
and that's a long long way.

there are happier alternatives
in life:
like youtube.

8:10 PM